My Asylum
27 yrs of molecular and cells development... she still seeks for her true destiny.. Are the answers written in the moon?... The journey continues... Sometimes it feels no one understands. I don't even know why I do the things I do. When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul, Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
月曜日, 1月 31, 2005
I want to shop!!
I haven done my reports
I want to go out and shop
I'm broke
I still want to shop
I lost my mind
but i still wanna shop!!

Today saw a van with the number 9413
I think the the driver is quite sua to have this number
or is it on purpose??
But some how his car seems to stall every 50m
He was like driving then stop...then drive...then stop
9413 the numbers actually looks nice but jus when you read it in chinese it sounds so sad..

Organising a chalet, but not sure will it work out with this group cos so far like only 4 pple wanna go think if cant get 6 pple will call it off..hehe then probably ask another group of friends instead

I wanna watch keanu Reeves' constantine! - drool-
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土曜日, 1月 29, 2005
Busy busy busy
This week has been so busy!
rushing reports ...but its due to my laziness as i kept procrastinating..
End up rushing reports that are crap..
Hai jus try harder next time

Gambatte masu!
Yeah jap lessons has been ok so far haven made friends cos most pple are in groups T.T
so lonely..haiz anyway only 2hrs

to update again!
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土曜日, 1月 22, 2005
Me Myself And I


Hehe click on it to try for your name!
My frend took this candid shot of me when she call to me as i was turning away from the view of the window...this one seems abit artistic; like the lighting ;p (its not nice...ok i face it k! but artistic does not mean pretty ok!!Ugly also can la!) hahaha but the best from all the candid shots k!
alamak she never ask me to smile i look as if i'm staring at someone (glup!)


~Wat da you looking at?!~

ok i shall not post the other even more ugly photos hehehehehehe
anyway not much pics of the foods only my face too much will make anyone who happen to read this puke~~

Oh saw the Charlie and the chocolate factory: the first time i saw it i was so shock cos i saw the poster, Johnny Depp look so mysterious in it...then i open the trailer..its sang "willy wonka~~lalalalala" then johnny depp was acting vy funny in it very cute but i don want ah depp to be like that!! T.T

I tot the trailer looks quite childish..
but then i look again a few time i realise its quite funni, will catch the movie anyway...speaking of movies i have not done my english enrichment assigement yet...sianz but easy to write la...sian i went to take up the course...cos i wanted to work on my prounciation...then i realise its only a small part of the course..but nonetheless think its a good course still, hope my standard of english improves more.

Speaking of movies i felt vy deprived to watch movies in singapore...even R21 its so scensored...so many scenes cut off..wat the hell...that's wat driving the pirated movies industry man! Stop sensorship and we will stop download ok! sometimes its not because we want to get movies for free (but most of the time, this is the reason for poor people like me!haha)but we wanted to see the full movie man, even when you buy the original show the scenes are still cut out, so frustrating man...how to appreciate "art" like this man!

Speaking of frustration reminds me of how F*** up mediacorp is now! eversince it took over chan U, there have been no more nice shows on TV...Chan i which use to show some interesting old movies is now closed due to low viewership...so sian not that people watch chan 5 more k...its cos of the news lor! but those idiots want to watch news may as well watch CNA...the only quality TV production...
Mediacorp is making so many boring chinese dramas and showing those very very old chinese flim (those with no logic and the people always do stupid things movies)


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金曜日, 1月 21, 2005
System error ~ the brain: the memory
My memory has begun to detoriate...cant seem to remeber things said few minutes ago..i keep asking my friend the same thing, oh man...
I keep forgetting about assigments too >.<
this is not a good time to study!! (hehe)

I'm so sian now bought something from ebay (from a local singaporean seller), 2 weeks later after i paid i still have not received the goods. Email him many times he finally repiled but did not further state any help...shouldn't have bought from him from the way he repiled to my emails...he sounded so unfriendly...but i wanted the osts...and i tot i could save on shipping! (Pei le fu ren you zhe bing...)
I have been cheated!! BOohoo!! sian should have paid for registered mailing man...now i cant do anything about this cheated who can claim that the parcel is lost. But trust me, local mailing will never be lost unless mail to wrong address, postal cost not enough OR SELLER DID NOT SEND AT ALL!!! Bastard!
Hope he burns in hell if he really cheated my money!

NOw i jus hope the parcel will suddenly turn up i jus want to get my ost!!! PLease don do this to me! I have never done anything bad! don do this! singpost! and the cheater! which i hope that i'm jus slandering you!!!

But i will fight till the end ..posted complain letter...have all evidence ready...now he need to show me proof of sending me the CDs...he's in deep shit if he really tried to cheat moi money!
I shall not rest~~ and yes my memory is extremely good when it comes to money!!!
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Now listening to: Phantom of the opera movie version ost~
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日曜日, 1月 16, 2005
REstless DAys~~
Have been vy hot tempered recently
Spoke sarcastically to my friends..maybe to them that's zann (haha!)
I just cant stand it when people say obvious and unintelligent things and i got impatient..but i know i'm alwyas doing these things myself :P
I hate myself too for that!
And i'm a super gossiper, i don know why i think i jus gossip in order to survive
Must watch my mouth..getting retribution sooner or later - i chant in my mind
but i jus cant stop! i need to tell someone what i saw!
Gosh! lucky usually pple don really care abt wat i wanna say, so somethimes they missed those gossip..which is good la haha
Starting to feel restless is it cos the sch term has started and its making me sick?
I feel very bored..missed the days when one group of us took MPW together and after class we always go to homeroom and do project and chit chat.
Now i think our homeroom is so cold ~ its full of strangers at times...
but i guess the others don really missed those days ba..maybe now they are more happy? haha cos don have zann this gossiper who talks behind pple's back hahaha
Hope can get a lib homeroom then can rot in it with CH during our long breaks..i kinda don like it in biz blk cos so mah fan to go to places..but then lib is so hard to get and is extremely cold too...
oh well plus and minus points..
Dear god let me win 4D! pls! i really...really want to buy that soundtrack, the figurine and the artbook!! (Kaoz think he will strike me with lighting instead! people are starving around the world and suffering...here i am thinking about my obssesions with material stuffs...i've sinned!)

Now watching:
http://www.atomfilms.com/af/content/day_off_dead
posted by zannzain @ 6:58 午後   0 comments
金曜日, 1月 14, 2005
Le Fantôme de l'Opéra
Watched The phantom of the opera!!
its so nice!!! i have missed the musical years ago and have not got over it >.<
I like Gerard Butler in this movie alot! He brings the phantom back to life and i fall in love with him! In other movies i think he is not that outstanding like in tomb raider? The movie somehow had made the phantom a more obvious victim of abuse, betrayal and discrimination, hence made me pity him more.
In the show we can see that the phantom is a very talented genius in music however, due to his certain skin disease he looked like a "creature" hence was discriminated by the public.

He founds the woman (christine) he loved, and trys to woo her by his music. Christine was touched and begin to fall in love with this great voice...but everything was shatter when she saw his face...again discriminated and betrayed; the phantom was torn and turn insane that he wanted to hurt everyone.

In life i guess that's the way human live...by the surface..its not that we don want to see wats underneath; but probably its the way of our live..we are so comfortable with good looks and things pleasing to the eye on the surface...that we often neglect what and who the person really is.
It is hard for a person to understand another person totally; to see what is really inside is even harder. Interaction and communication tools are just aids, which might not really help one to understand another.
We always say that one must not see only the surface; however often before we want to communicate we already fix our perception of who the person is jus by looking on what the surface shows...

Whatever it is, christine has been blinded by desire for beauty, that she lost sight for the true beauty....she had hear the wonderful voice, saw the real beauty in the phantom..but she failed to recognised the beauty when she sees the face of the "creature"... the Angel of music has turned into a creature of the night..

posted by zannzain @ 1:16 午前   0 comments
水曜日, 1月 12, 2005
~~Lazy days~~
Don feel like studying..
Then again don feel like graduating so soon..
I wish money will one day fall from the sky into my pocket only..
Born Lazily..
Lived lazily..
Die lazily..

Lazy gal..
posted by zannzain @ 1:30 午前   0 comments
金曜日, 1月 07, 2005
Things lost & found
I found something,
Kept it,so that i will not lose it..
Now i cant remember where i kept it...
I lost something..

Lost my way in a world of unknown
Lost my soul in a materialistic world
Lost my memories in dreams
Lost my mind in a senseless world
I lost myself
Please lead me on..
posted by zannzain @ 11:58 午後   0 comments
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