| 月曜日, 1月 31, 2005 |
| I want to shop!! |
I haven done my reports
I want to go out and shop
I'm broke
I still want to shop
I lost my mind
but i still wanna shop!!
Today saw a van with the number 9413
I think the the driver is quite sua to have this number
or is it on purpose??
But some how his car seems to stall every 50m
He was like driving then stop...then drive...then stop
9413 the numbers actually looks nice but jus when you read it in chinese it sounds so sad..
Organising a chalet, but not sure will it work out with this group cos so far like only 4 pple wanna go think if cant get 6 pple will call it off..hehe then probably ask another group of friends instead
I wanna watch keanu Reeves' constantine! - drool-
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posted by zannzain @ 2:48 午前   |
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| 土曜日, 1月 29, 2005 |
| Busy busy busy |
This week has been so busy!
rushing reports ...but its due to my laziness as i kept procrastinating..
End up rushing reports that are crap..
Hai jus try harder next time
Gambatte masu!
Yeah jap lessons has been ok so far haven made friends cos most pple are in groups T.T
so lonely..haiz anyway only 2hrs
to update again!
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posted by zannzain @ 1:46 午前   |
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| 金曜日, 1月 21, 2005 |
| System error ~ the brain: the memory |
My memory has begun to detoriate...cant seem to remeber things said few minutes ago..i keep asking my friend the same thing, oh man...
I keep forgetting about assigments too >.<
this is not a good time to study!! (hehe)
I'm so sian now bought something from ebay (from a local singaporean seller), 2 weeks later after i paid i still have not received the goods. Email him many times he finally repiled but did not further state any help...shouldn't have bought from him from the way he repiled to my emails...he sounded so unfriendly...but i wanted the osts...and i tot i could save on shipping! (Pei le fu ren you zhe bing...)
I have been cheated!! BOohoo!! sian should have paid for registered mailing man...now i cant do anything about this cheated who can claim that the parcel is lost. But trust me, local mailing will never be lost unless mail to wrong address, postal cost not enough OR SELLER DID NOT SEND AT ALL!!! Bastard!
Hope he burns in hell if he really cheated my money!
NOw i jus hope the parcel will suddenly turn up i jus want to get my ost!!! PLease don do this to me! I have never done anything bad! don do this! singpost! and the cheater! which i hope that i'm jus slandering you!!!
But i will fight till the end ..posted complain letter...have all evidence ready...now he need to show me proof of sending me the CDs...he's in deep shit if he really tried to cheat moi money!
I shall not rest~~ and yes my memory is extremely good when it comes to money!!!
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Now listening to: Phantom of the opera movie version ost~ |
posted by zannzain @ 9:44 午後   |
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| 日曜日, 1月 16, 2005 |
| REstless DAys~~ |
Have been vy hot tempered recently
Spoke sarcastically to my friends..maybe to them that's zann (haha!)
I just cant stand it when people say obvious and unintelligent things and i got impatient..but i know i'm alwyas doing these things myself :P
I hate myself too for that!
And i'm a super gossiper, i don know why i think i jus gossip in order to survive
Must watch my mouth..getting retribution sooner or later - i chant in my mind
but i jus cant stop! i need to tell someone what i saw!
Gosh! lucky usually pple don really care abt wat i wanna say, so somethimes they missed those gossip..which is good la haha
Starting to feel restless is it cos the sch term has started and its making me sick?
I feel very bored..missed the days when one group of us took MPW together and after class we always go to homeroom and do project and chit chat.
Now i think our homeroom is so cold ~ its full of strangers at times...
but i guess the others don really missed those days ba..maybe now they are more happy? haha cos don have zann this gossiper who talks behind pple's back hahaha
Hope can get a lib homeroom then can rot in it with CH during our long breaks..i kinda don like it in biz blk cos so mah fan to go to places..but then lib is so hard to get and is extremely cold too...
oh well plus and minus points..
Dear god let me win 4D! pls! i really...really want to buy that soundtrack, the figurine and the artbook!! (Kaoz think he will strike me with lighting instead! people are starving around the world and suffering...here i am thinking about my obssesions with material stuffs...i've sinned!)
Now watching:
http://www.atomfilms.com/af/content/day_off_dead
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posted by zannzain @ 6:58 午後   |
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| 金曜日, 1月 14, 2005 |
| Le Fantôme de l'Opéra |
Watched The phantom of the opera!!
its so nice!!! i have missed the musical years ago and have not got over it >.<
I like Gerard Butler in this movie alot! He brings the phantom back to life and i fall in love with him! In other movies i think he is not that outstanding like in tomb raider? The movie somehow had made the phantom a more obvious victim of abuse, betrayal and discrimination, hence made me pity him more.
In the show we can see that the phantom is a very talented genius in music however, due to his certain skin disease he looked like a "creature" hence was discriminated by the public.
He founds the woman (christine) he loved, and trys to woo her by his music. Christine was touched and begin to fall in love with this great voice...but everything was shatter when she saw his face...again discriminated and betrayed; the phantom was torn and turn insane that he wanted to hurt everyone.
In life i guess that's the way human live...by the surface..its not that we don want to see wats underneath; but probably its the way of our live..we are so comfortable with good looks and things pleasing to the eye on the surface...that we often neglect what and who the person really is.
It is hard for a person to understand another person totally; to see what is really inside is even harder. Interaction and communication tools are just aids, which might not really help one to understand another.
We always say that one must not see only the surface; however often before we want to communicate we already fix our perception of who the person is jus by looking on what the surface shows...
Whatever it is, christine has been blinded by desire for beauty, that she lost sight for the true beauty....she had hear the wonderful voice, saw the real beauty in the phantom..but she failed to recognised the beauty when she sees the face of the "creature"... the Angel of music has turned into a creature of the night..
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posted by zannzain @ 1:16 午前   |
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| 水曜日, 1月 12, 2005 |
| ~~Lazy days~~ |
Don feel like studying..
Then again don feel like graduating so soon..
I wish money will one day fall from the sky into my pocket only..
Born Lazily..
Lived lazily..
Die lazily..
Lazy gal..
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posted by zannzain @ 1:30 午前   |
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| 金曜日, 1月 07, 2005 |
| Things lost & found |
I found something,
Kept it,so that i will not lose it..
Now i cant remember where i kept it...
I lost something..
Lost my way in a world of unknown
Lost my soul in a materialistic world
Lost my memories in dreams
Lost my mind in a senseless world
I lost myself
Please lead me on..
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posted by zannzain @ 11:58 午後   |
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