My Asylum: 4月 2007

My Asylum

27 yrs of molecular and cells development... she still seeks for her true destiny.. Are the answers written in the moon?... The journey continues... Sometimes it feels no one understands. I don't even know why I do the things I do. When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul, Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

月曜日, 4月 30, 2007

the forgotten

Prob they hate my existence so much they wish i don exist.
They try to ignore my existence prob cos they hate me so much.
They hate me so much prob cause i caused that scar...
But i don hate them i just feel sad..

The easily forgottened don't ask for more
Just want a memory space in people's mind
PLease don forget me
Even if I die earlier...

posted by zannzain @ 1:03 午前

土曜日, 4月 28, 2007

I'm so feel like....

I so feel like buying adidas by stella mccartney's clothes! i love her design lei! all so cool and fits me big sized gal well.. to tell the truth my body shape looks nicer in sports wear..cos my shoulder more broad. and stella's design is so cool! i found alot of her designs nice and jackets cool! but then!!! so ex the cheapest i have seen n liked costs freaking 198 bucks. once i saw this nice adidas outer jacket skirt you can wear as a trench coat jacket, or dress and the sleeves are so nice. 168 bucks i almost wanted to buy it till mil ask "u seriously want to buy???" that hit me and i woke up from my trance i really almost bought it lei!!! i'm so crazy till now i haven own any of mccartney's design sigh!!!! i wanna buy!!!!!!! there's this lucky draw to win some adidas voucher i hope i win it...but no news for so long No luck!!! ~.~

posted by zannzain @ 4:06 午前

金曜日, 4月 27, 2007

Phantom of the opera!

I dragged so long to blog about the phantom of the opera! this is gonna be a long one!

Happily travelled on my way to esplanade to watch phantom of the opera!

Photo whoring with my sis b4 the musical starts!

The phantom of the opera was good but it was not excellent. the lead phatom guy was great and his vocal is superb he sang well throughout. i would say he was better than the london phantom lead (as in fr the CD haha cos i have not hear london cast live) but sad to say the other cast were not that great...their standard is good but they cant maintain well througout sometime they sang well somtimes they were out abit...and i realised that the lead actress for christine part was sort of a replacement singer...she is as good but somehow she at some point u cant feel her...i'm not sure about acting but i feel the lead phatom guy was the only one who's vy into the whole phatom of the opera and he sang his feelings and stuffs vy well till i can really feel it he is really excellent!

and the stage setting is WOW! their change of scene was timely and props was very very professional and good. i'm really impress by the stage props and how they change the scene and the clothes. ahhhh seriously i think its worth the amount paid ($130 which is free hahaha) i just feel the other leads did not sang excellently but they are good. and the guy who acted as raoul was so gegrous ok so handsome but he cant keep his vocal standard throughout sometime he started out badly...but hey he is young AND handsome so has lots of chance hahaha! yes this is an unfair world if you are ugly no matter how tatlented u r, no one will appreciate your existence. cos we see with our material eyes. just like the fate of the phantom.

after the show my sis and i went to buy the products of the phantom. i bought the book which intro the casts and the play. its a great book i love it!!! i'm glad i got it! my sis bought so much things for me!!! ^.^ she is the only person who treats me well in this world! if not for her i think i will be long dead..
here are the goodies we all bought!

A keychain with phantom mask.

A pin brouch with phantom mask.

A transparent musical box. vy small one and plays the song "music of the night". i tot its the full song but it only plays the chrous only..duh its only a small one so i can expaect much can i?

A gold mask necklace. i really love gold stuffs alot...so love every accessories to be god XD.

Brad Little's CD; he is the actor for phantom of the opera. but i think the CD is a bit boring hahah cos i think i don really like jazzy kind of music :/...

And my sis wanted to get the mask for my bro. she say its fun. but i feel my bro wont appreciate it..seriously i get pissed off when pple make fun of things they don appreciate and i appreciate alot. so i feel its a waste of moeny haha

Later this became my possession cos i feel my bro will really don appreciate it haha. but the mask hor is really vy big it covers 3/4 of my face! (yeah finally my face is small) but my sis's guy frend wore it and it fits well so guy's face are bigger than mine after all haha! why i say i'm pissed cos my sis bought some souvnior for her frends when they came to send us home...then they just ask about the play and make fun of it...i'm like so pissed cos i really love this play somuch and i hate it when pple don appreciate it and make fun...then somemroe ask can change colour of the necklace my sis bought...don know la not my frends cos maybe if its my frend i wont be pissed cos i know them well haha!

I find the poster nice

The booth where all the phantom products are sold. I wanted to stand beside it but feel stupid so in the end my sis just took pic of it haha

Both of us stainding beside the poster in the theatre area

my hp is so much clearer than my sis one ;p i love this scenery so artistic i call it reflections of the inner mind. haha

heh my sis's cam is mor blur hor! duh and her cam is more ex and has more mega pic...she say night mode on already or maybe got more setting duh duh so sad i wish i have a digital cam!

duh and during the show i had a deja vuu i think pple will wanna say i'm crazy or imagine things again anyway i nv ask for ur comments if u think i'm imagine things convince urself not me. so don need to tell me. first when i read there and when they pull of the cloth that covers the decoration around the stage. there was some statute of angels and demons and faires i find that familiar but i cant recall where i have seen it. then at some point during the show some scene look familar prob cos i saw the movie? but seriously its vy diff scene fr the movies..at one point the phatom was hiding at the top statute. he was hiding there quite ahile waitng for his turn to stand up and sing..i really seen that in my dream b4...i don know lar~ watever maybe my brain put that scene into my past short term memory again so i tot i seen it b4.

posted by zannzain @ 2:33 午前 0 comments

木曜日, 4月 26, 2007

Medicure and Pedicure lalala

My sis brought me to do medicure and pedicure.
this is the first time in my 80 years of life (yes i'm 80 years old) that i did medi and pedicure. huuhuu i can hear my nails screaming "finally bitch!"
Look at my nails!!! pink with some small flowers and glitering things.

heh heh heh ho ho ho ~~~

Nah u don have!!

Somehow i like my toe nail colour i think it suits my skin color

And also the colour of the nails suit my new gold charles n keith slip flop....i don really like charles and keith shoes cos usually their design quite common..and they shoes are not comfortable to wear...but i like gold! so really love this bohemia slipper!

But after 2 days i realised my finger nails have grown out 0.0 i didn't realised nails will grow this fast as in its so obvious that it has grown and the design don look as nice as it was first done...and my fingers always dried up fast so cuticls keep coming back =( but my toe nails are nice =D as ever!

posted by zannzain @ 3:48 午前

I forgot my lunch!

I packed this for lunch and forgot to bring it looks so yummy right!!!

posted by zannzain @ 2:42 午前

水曜日, 4月 25, 2007

Bad Weather

The weather is turning bad many people are falling sick..
i pray that niji's grandma will get well soon.
...
peace to earth for next 1000 000 years...

posted by zannzain @ 2:57 午前

火曜日, 4月 24, 2007

No money no desire

I'm lazy to blog the phatom event XD
so till then i shall blog abt my delimma
sigh!
i gotta save money i know!!!! for stupid loans
but then i just foudn these 2 great stuffs which i want so much!!!
and freaking idiot they cost the same!~
first its this lomography cam its a four frame cam
its just vy basic lomographic cam but the main reason i want it cos its purple!! and its anna sui!!!

sigh i want i want!!! but 70 bucks!!! its quite reasonable for a limited ed lomographic cam lei!!!
but then hor just when i decided i want it
i saw this jumper dresss!!! from pull n bear! the one which i wanna buy but cos of small defect i'm not willing to pay $89 for it! then they are sold out!!! now i found it again! and costs 70 bucks!

sigh i want this more than the lomo i guess...
but i seriously want both sigh! >.<
but i cant have both! duh ~.~
and so many pals b'day in may... sadnesssssssssss i wish money will fall from the sky haha
i'm vy contented with 70 bucks falling on me right now!

posted by zannzain @ 2:44 午前

日曜日, 4月 15, 2007

JUNE BABY

Got this thru the email from a frend find it amusing so post it up
--------------------------------------------
You've got the best personality and are an
Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
And more than likely have an a very attractive
Partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
That you have a massive record collection. You
Have a great choice in films, and may one day
Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
You've got the looks for it!!!
--------------------------

NEXT EPISODE - PHANTOM OF THE OPERA 15/04/07
~In sleep he sang to me....~~ ahhhahha~~~

posted by zannzain @ 1:29 午前 0 comments

水曜日, 4月 11, 2007

BIOHAZARD Q

Turtle was caught by some alien monster

the biohazard team are out to save him!

Jill valentine(s) : Let the turtle down or i will shoot!
Alien: Arrggghhh arrrgghhh
Turtle: ahh ahh (screams like a girl)

-gun shot-
alien: aaarrrgghhh pppooooo
turtle: ahhhh
small turtle: WTF WTF

Alien:..... (dead)
small turtle: oh well let's eat it
turtle: hmm roast or fry?

Duh i sold these figures cos the alien monsters are too freaking big and i don really like them i only like nice human figurines like my final fantasy!

posted by zannzain @ 10:00 午前 0 comments

Idevice for your ipod

This is so funny i really wanna jot it down.
was chating with k-chan on how co-incidentally we both got a black ipod nano.
she got 2nd hand it thru koichi and i got it thur as a prize.
but both of us got it black!.
i said i wanted red one and she say she wanted pink one
then k-chan said she had a frend who got a green one and loves it vy much
both of us was like green??? eeewwww
then i got this tot that if she ever drop it in a grass land!
hahaa she will never find it
k-chan: she's gonna sue apple! stating "hey i lost my ipod during a pinic!"
me: ya imagine dropping my red one into a pool of blood
k-chan: 0.0 totally
me: but i think i wont be more concern about finding the ipod i prob running for my life instead XD
k-chan: XD
me: apple should come up with a device to track the ipod when its lost and they can tag it "with idevice now i will never lose my ipod after a pinic!"
k-chan: XDXDXDXDXD now the killer can track u too
me: yes ne! in the pool of blood scene - idevice track ur prey!
oh man forgot our exact words its so funny can
then i tot my manish pic expression below can be an ad for it
tag: idevice, the ipod tracker

posted by zannzain @ 3:41 午前

火曜日, 4月 10, 2007

Do i look like a guy????

There was once i mentioned that i went to the toilet then i came out i saw a guy!
then the "guy" was combing hair then i stopped for 2 secs thinking did i went into a gents.
but i recalled no i was in the ladies..then i realised he must have been a she!
so i was telling my sis she say if i dress up as a guy i will look like a guy too
i was like really meh i think i look like girl lei
she say ya cos u dress like gal mah if u bound your chest (which i think i don really need to bound lor nothing there!) then wear baggy like a guy would and cut hair shorter will look like guy lor
really meh?????
then i realised this angle whihc i think is vy manish
hahaa do i look like a guy??

i think i look quite guy lei consider i'm a gal. get wat i mean?
i really suddenly wanna try if pple will tot i'm guy lei!
cos guys nowadays are smaller size than me i think its possible lei
but pls lar i will never be a butch lor, never ever
not that it is wrong,just that it is not me. cos i still like to wear skirts and act pretty haha (not pretty so act lor!)

ok girl shot

posted by zannzain @ 12:39 午前

土曜日, 4月 07, 2007

Doshite?

Why do i fall in and out of love so fast?
Maybe i'm not serious then who can make me serious about love?
doshite ne?...anata wa doko desuka?

posted by zannzain @ 2:28 午前

金曜日, 4月 06, 2007

duh!

yesterday was so sua ok
my frend came to kino so chat up abit
then my boss came by to get something so she caught me chating but its ok
then hor so sua lei when store closing my frend came back again then my boss just nice come out
so she ask whether i finish my stuffs anot
duh she tot i chat with then the whole 1 hours plus lei!! wat the hell!!!
and cos i nv finish the stuffs also so i think i cannot say much haha i said to her i nv chat with them the whole time lei they jus came back only...
duh like a kid who was frame for stealing trying to explain
~.~
then i was having stomache then suddenly it turned into intense pain
freaking like someone stab me
i don have energy to even change clothes so just went home in working clothes then i forgot to change my shoes also ~.~
then i was so in pain i call a cab to go see doc
the uncle doesn't seem to realise i'm in pain he still joke with me
i was like huh sorry i nv heard wat u say (come on i'm vy sick lei uncle)
duh don know why its really hard to tell from my look that i'm sick lor when i'm extremely sick i look abit tired only ~.~ i don know whether this is good
then i seen the doc he say could be early stage of food poisoning
got such thing as early stage of food poisioning meh??
i only hear of early stage of cancer lor
but i nv vomit lar nor poo poo
jus pain till wanna faint
seriously i can endure pain quite well... maybe due to npcc... sian

posted by zannzain @ 2:05 午前

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