| 月曜日, 12月 29, 2008 |
| New Year Resolution |
Lacking on posts, too many things going on~
just spent thousand plus on new wardrobe and 2 cupboard for books... so broke...y do ppl insist on spending when i'm broke... FCUK!
Anyway crusedd the bedbugs n dustmites i hope they die terrible deaths for infesting poor ppl's home...
I hope next yr they will announce that bedbugs n dustmites has become extinct.. hey maybe dodo brids are as irritating as bedbugs tt's y they become extinct...but idiots wants to bring them back FCUK!
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New Year Resolution for 2009
1) Clear stupid loan ASAP!!!!
2) Clear stupid loan ASAP
3) Clear stupid loan..
4) Clear stupid..
5) you get wat i mean....
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posted by zannzain @ 12:22 午前   |
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| 火曜日, 12月 16, 2008 |
| smoking ban extended!! yay 2009 |
yay! From Jan 1, smokers will have less place to smoke! Fuck u smokers! causing all the rise in cancer these few years! no offence to frens who smoke in their own corner. i'm targeting those who smoke into your face! yes! fuckers! Do u know passive smokers have higher chance of getting cancer???
I think god made it tt way in hopes to make u feel guilty for causing death, indirectly u are a murderer! but WTH u nv learn! and do u know tt in recent times cancer has been on the rise and who is the cause of it? YOU, yes u who smoke into other pple's face! hope u get cancer but later recover from it, however got run over by a car; like in a korean drama! (ok just joking i don like to curse pple to die or wat, haha just curse that when u buy cigrattes u drop two $50 notes!!! and the curse applies to ppl who smoke into other innocent pple's face!) -> wat a detail curse |
| posted by zannzain @ 12:47 午前 |
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| 月曜日, 12月 15, 2008 |
| what is wrong with me? |
I have been having mental mood swings now and then. I keep having this internal struggle within myself, maybe cos i dont know wat i want. I have such a fairy tale image of the world that the real world really disappointed me (alot).. i think i lost the goal i wanted in life, i cant remember what i worked hard for. Now i feel vy lifeless even lazy to draw anything or rather i have nothing in my mind to draw my mind i blank.
Guess i really need to go exercise so i wanna feel like living again. Dark thoughts are not bad they help u to reflect but just don get too hard-core into those thoughts.
Now i begin to feel vy sianzzz, i realised i have never really been in a real relationship. one that can last for 2mths. No. I rrealised i find it hard to open up to pple usually i just cover up with my dumb smile and "everything is ok" look, but i just cant tell pple wats wrong with me... Maybe i have no idea, i'm just going crazy inside.
As i started to throw away things from my room i start to wonder why i bought those things in the first place. have i grown old to find those things distasteful? probably. But i concluded that i probably buy things to kill time or just therapy. Everyone have they own lives they cant be always looking out for you. I realised many pple have diff roles in life, some pple are just not meant to be protected but to protect instead. Take this analogy, there are pple who always have frens who surprises them with cakes and gifts on a gathering only for the b'day gal to find out tt they are celebrating his/her b'day at the gathering. These are the pple who attracts pple and made pple want to go all out to do something for him/her. Whereas there are pple like me who always will come up with such ideas to surprise pple, but nv once have others done such for me. one may say "It's like cos u are the only planner left so there isn't a better planner to plan for you" ya ..Crap i say.
The real truth is ppl just feel me (you) are not worthy of their time to think up of a plan to surprise u and make u happy. seriously if u really on such good terms with someone u will want to make them happy so u always think of things and surprises.
Not that they think u are unworthy as their friend but its just tt u r probably not strong bonded enough to move them to make them want to do something for u. It's quite sad, from pple around i see such trends. there are always those who will have someone who wants to do something for them. thses are wat i called luck-charmed pple, they attracts ppl with their charm n pple enjoys their company and wants to do things to do things for them. I dont really know how to explain this but there are pple who are meant to play certain roles in life |
| posted by zannzain @ 11:18 午後 |
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| 火曜日, 12月 09, 2008 |
| I want a room of my own |
Sianz not enough space at home
I admit i have too many things
but i think if i have my own room i can fill it up...
sianz i just wanna complain
anyway... clearing up the stuffs now |
| posted by zannzain @ 1:22 午前 |
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| 月曜日, 12月 08, 2008 |
| secret admirer |
| i've got a secret admirer, i'm so shock... |
| posted by zannzain @ 9:48 午後 |
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